"there are two sides to every story, and this is mine. this is where my contemplations, rambling, and rants can be found or read"
Don't worry about it. You have your whole life to figure out what you want to do.
what he said
Figure it out one step at a time.
know how feel, agree with everyone else.but i know that's not the most helpful advice because it can feel like you have no time but you do. i have to remind myself that quite a lot and sometimes i don't do such a good job but yeah, you're not alone! <3