Thursday, September 29, 2011

Voice Who whispered me into being,
Who whispers me still—
each breath in,
each breath out—
breathe Yourself into me,
whisper Your silent words into my heart,
that I might whisper them
like silent prayers—
each breath in,
each breath out—
breathing them 
into something

poem credit

Monday, September 26, 2011

doctor who-ness?

So, Closing Time was practically a sequel to Season 5’s The Lodger which is a episode I was terribly fond of, even if it didn't add much to the season. I just love when The Doctor spends a lot of time among humans. Especially Eleven because he tries so hard to fit in/be normal/average human but he’s THE DOCTOR, he doesn't do normal. Plus Craig and Sophie were fjkhsdfadorable.
I was delighted to see Craig again, especially seeing him deal with being a dad. Perhaps I have a cruel side, but I found his freakouts about dealing with a baby hilarious. Though I have to say from the sound of it, he and Sophie have possibly given birth to the coolest kid ever if The Doctors one sided conversations are anything to go by. Grown up Alfie for future companion, yes?
The adventure in this episode was rather out of the blue but apparently there’s a rule in the Doctor Who universe that we have to see either Cybermen or Daleks at least once per season since we had Daleks last season I guess it was Cybermen’s turn? Luckily the hijinks made up for lack luster adventure. We got to see The Doctor work in a department which working retail, that was.. interesting. It looks like a fun job :p Val was just freaking awesome by the way. I mean she practically was all “oh go make out boys, I’ll watch your baby for you.” I bet she’s the most awesome grandma ever.
Along with the silly plot, this dealt a lot with Eleven (I almost wrote Ten..heh that’s what I get for re-watching episodes) and closure for him. He’s about to go off to be shot after all and he knows it so it’s sort of him saying his goodbyes or having one last hurrah before he goes. During the ep he happened to see Amy and Rory (who apparently live nearby?) and man, I just wanted to hug him he looked so happy and sad at the same time. Seriously, Matt Smith knocks it out of the park for this show. 
Ending was typical Doctor Who-ness, but it was sweet and had some nice character growth/closure? for Craig. Then we see that the stetson and envelopes The Doctor sends to the gang in the season’s first ep came from Craig. It’s almost time for him to die. ;sobs; :'(((
Then, THEN, we cut to River. Then evil eyepatch lady (seriously what was her name? Is it bad I don’t remember?) shows up and turns out River’s programing hasn’t gone away and they put her IN AN ASTRONAUT SUIT. River is the one that shot the Doctor. Granted I suspected but I hate being right about this one. Oh man, season finale is going to hurt isn’t it?

Friday, September 23, 2011


Welcome to the first day of fall! I know, all you summer lovers are probably like, "NOOOO!" right about now, but fall happens to be my all-time favorite time of year.  Not just for the cooler weather (not too cold, not too hot) but for the leaves changing to brilliant colors, the crisp autumn scents and sights, and Thanksgiving coming around the corner. (NOT TO MENTION SOMEEEEEONE'S TURNING 16. *cough, cough,* me.)

Along with the season converting to my favorite time of year, it’s the new TV season as well.  Bet you thought I was going in a totally different direction with this post, didn’t you?   Old favorites have returned or are returning (like Doctor Who recently started again, ANTM, The Mentalist, – and it was so good to see JJ and Prentiss back on Criminal Minds again!) and new hopefuls are eager to win our hearts (and a secure spot on the DVR). 

and the fall fashion makes me happy (:

Monday, September 19, 2011

Dear whoever is reading this,
You're beautiful and someone out there is crazy about you. Smile, life is to short to be unhappy. 
Love, me. 

Our World.

I look out the midnight sea, 
but all I see is the moon’s reflection.
How sad the face of the moon looks in reflection.
But then I see my own reflection,
And realize my past is speeding up. 

We all have this secret past, 
Chained up and locked behind these doors.
Not wanting to open up,
Because it was to horrible or to hard to remember.
The red, white, and blue flag we wave means something,
We always have a purpose for what we attempt and do,
Why is it that sometimes we can be so stupid,
but five minutes later
We have fixed it.
And everything’s back to normal.
Don’t we sometimes want to put up that symbolic white flag.
And just say
“We Surrender.”
Why must we always make it more difficult than it really
Why can’t we just surrender for once.
At least let us have pride that we tried
Our best.
But we can’t do anymore.
And yet still,
we still try to kill off our enemies.
One by One.
We are so selfish we it comes to helping.
Like we will only help if they are dying,
But when they need food or shelter.
We just toss them aside.
The evil things that come out of our mouths,
Are they fueled by sadness or rage?
Our reflection is slowly speeding up,
But what will we do when it is beside us?

We're way too human.

I actually wrote this last night. We talked about this kinda stuff about being really human at youth group yesterday. I just wrote stuff. I dunno. It's not too good. Or maybe I should say it's good.. People often tell me that I don't give myself enough credit for my stuff.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

tips to a better life

i stumbled-upon this, i had to share (:
  1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day.
  2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. 
  3. Sleep for 7 hours. 
  4. Live with the 3 E’s — Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy. 
  5. Play more games. 
  6. Read more books than you did the previous year. 
  7. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
  8. Dream more while you are awake. 
  9. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants. 
  10. Drink plenty of water. 
  11. Smile and laugh more.   
  12. Don’t waste your precious energy or time on gossip.    
  13. Forget issues of the past. They’ll just ruin your present happiness. 
  14. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment. 
  15. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime. 
  16. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar. 
  17. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone, so don’t even try.
  18. Don’t take yourself so seriously. 
  19. You don’t have to win every argument. Just agree to disagree.  
  20. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present. 
  21. Don’t compare your life to others’. You have no idea what their journey is all about. Don’t compare your partner with others either.
  22. What other people think of you is none of your business. 
  23. No one is in charge of your happiness except you. 
  24. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
  25. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch. 
  26. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful. 
  27. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
  28. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up. 
  29. Call your family often. 
  30. Your inner most is always happy. So be happy. 
  31. Each day give something good to others. 
  32. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
  33. Always at the very least, try.  

Saturday, September 10, 2011

I believe..

that two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.

I believe…
that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don’t even know you.
I believe…
that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.
I believe…
that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
I believe…
that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
I believe…
that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.
I believe…
that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.
I believe…
that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.
I believe…
that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I believe…
that no matter how bad your heart is broken that the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
I believe…
that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I believe…
that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other.  And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.
I believe…
that you shouldn’t be eager to find out a secret.  It could change your life forever.
I believe…
that it’s taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I believe…
that you should always leave loved ones with loving well wishes. It may be the last time you see them.
I believe…
that you can keep going long after you can’t.
I believe…
that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I believe…
that we don’t have to change friends, if we understand that friends change.
I believe…
that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I believe…
that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I believe…
that you either control your attitude or it controls you.
I believe…
that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I believe…
that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I believe…
that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I believe…
that my best friends and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I believe…
that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re down, will be the ones who help you get back up.

i just want to make someones day.

Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They’re lonely. They’re missing somebody. They’re in love with someone they probably shouldn’t be in love with. They have secrets you wouldn’t believe. They wish and they dream and they hope, and they look out the window whenever they’re in the car or on a bus or a train and they watch the people on the streets and wonder what they’ve been through. They wonder if there are people out there like them. They’re like you, and you could tell them everything and they would understand.

And right now, they’re sitting here reading these words, and I’m writing this for you so you don’t feel alone anymore.

Friday, September 9, 2011


oh the things you find on stumbleupon.

this is beautiful.

kylie wants to go here.

this is beautiful too.

now Tumblr is sidetracking me..
get back on track, Kylie!

this is something i just found particularly interesting..
this would totally happen to me..

the top picture is the expectation, the bottom is reality.

yeahhhhh.. ahahah

WHOAH.. this stuff was made out of thread!

kind of awesome.

a few i found that were inspirational and pretty (:

and thats just some of the cool pictures (:
I also stumbled upon some helpful lists like this one!

just click it, you know you want to.

and finally.. my favorite.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

just a simple little bloggity blog

"Here comes the sun, do do do do. Here comes the sun, and I say, it's alright." -Here Comes The Sun, The Beatles

well, i haven't blogged much lately,
school is taking over my life.
obviously it would.
i tried to blog in physics one day, i didn't have enough time.
no, it wasn't during regular class, it was during free time.
so don't be all like YOU DON'T PAY ATTTTENTION!?!?! o,o
have any of you guys ever had that weird thing, where like, you have a dream,
but it's not really a dream?
it's hard to explain..
i'll try my best.
earlier today, i got a few text messages from jedi,
and they were sent while i was already sleeping,
and i like, dreamt that i read the texts, replied, and had a whole conversation.
but in reality, i never woke up to even read them.
but when i did wake up,
i totally knew what he wrote..
cause i already dreamt it...
so weird, right?
it really was really weird.

i'm taking a physics quiz right now..
it's really difficult :(
i get 4 more attempts at it though..
but argh..
kylie no likey physics.

i am also watching the parent trap.
i used to loveee this movie!
it used to be like one of my favorite movies as a kid,
and now it's on ABC!
it makes me wanna go to England even more!
10 more years.
that's it.
like, 120 more months..
well.. don't know exacccctly how much longer,
but yaaaah.

i think i'll post a weird, cheezy, song i wrote for you guys..
i wrote this like.. a month or two ago..
it's like... REALLY cheezy..
but cheezy is good sometimes right?
it's not good,
it's definitely one of my worst songs..

Seeing the Same Sunrise

Everynight I travel to sleep
saying, "I love you, goodnight, sweet dreams."
If you knew how much more it means,
coming from me.

Some nights I must admit,
I lie awake through the moonlit hours,
simply thinking of you.

And the morning that we wake up,
and see the same sunrise from different windows,
will your mind wander to my face?
As mind does yours?

Every morning as I break my sleep.
whispering, "I love him, don't wake me up."
What a sweet dream,
what a bitter taste.

The morning I must admit,
I hated waking up from my nighttime trance!
'Cause this dream was all about you.

And the morning that we wake up,
and see the same sunrise from different windows,
will your mind wander to my face?
As mind does yours?

Talk to the wind,
you'll hear the whisper of your name pouring from my lips,
Talk to the sky,
you'll hear the shout of your name echoing from my lips.

And the morning that we wake up,
and see the same sunrise from different windows,
will your mind wander to my face?
As mind does yours?

When we see the sunrise from our separate windows,
will you think of me?
will you think of me?
will you think of me?

Yeahhh.. that's it.. (:
it's pretty self-explanatory.

Opinions are appreciated.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

let's see if anyone can guess what this actually is..

So this is sort of a poem.. but not.. I got really bored, and decided to have fun with this poem.. thing.. yeahh.. whoever can guess how this was formed.. gets a huge hug c: and if I don't know you.. you get a huge, through the computer hug c:

Loving you is easy.
Leap of faith,
can't buy me love.

All the same;
holding on.
The light in me:
if its love.

Am I ready for love?
Made to love.
Can I have this dance?

through smoke.
If I die young,
ready for you.

On and on,
shine on,
everyday people.
I still believe.

Listen to the sound:
Just might change your life,
stay beautiful.

By your side,
over all the earth.
The way I am,
you have me.

Hip to my heart,
we will run.

Love buzz,
voice of truth.
Never let you go,
you and I.

We fall down.
Hundred more years,
drops of Jupiter.

How great is our God?
Sing, sing, sing.
Awake and alive;
where I belong.

Breaking the noise,
we cry out.
Here comes the sun,
count the shadows.