i really like when people get mad
over really
stupid
things.
really.

disclaimer: these photos were taken with my phone, so not the best quality. c:

concert #1: complete!

Augustana is FANTASTIC.
especially live.
i suggest that if you don't know them,
you should listen to them.
right now,
no.
stop reading.
go
listen
now.
<3

I just dropped my phone,
on my face.
:c
darn gravity.

some random ones from today c:

blurry pictures are actually okay
sometimes.

did you know
that it
IS
possible
to have dream
DEJA VU!?

crazy.

sardines
and poker.
SO FUN.
that's honestly
the only way to spend friday nights
now.

:D

my friends are fantastic.

andrew's game
MAKES NO SENSE
if any of you wonderful people
know how to play the card game
SPADES
let me know,
because,
it's terrible :b

but sardines is
SO FUN

my hiding spot was the best,
:3

now i'm eating m&m's
CAUSE APPARENTLY
I'M
BECOMING HUMAN
AND
I
LIKE CHOCOLATE
NOW.
O.o

yeah.
AND
i'm drinking water,
and
getting into an epic poke war.

yus.

what a fantastic day.

today was fantastic!
finally done with finals!
YAY.
i no longer have reason to be stressed out :3

and i got to hang out
and talk
with virginia.
i miss that girl.
so much.

and then i went over savannah's!
apples to apples with her
and josie
is
SUPER FUN :D
"what's a woodchipper?"
"it's a.. * treeee shfjfhlskllkjjjjd buzzz chip chip* thingy."
....
hahahhah.
*puts down card 'touchy-feely'*
-put's down red card, flips red card over-
"my dreams."
HAHAHAHA.
Josie understands that one.

AND
Savannah is now a whovian,
WOO HOO. :D

Yeah,
I had a good day,

you know it's a good day
when
there's a new whovian added
to the universe
:3

love.

i like giraffes.
and
yes,
i have a cactus.
thanks yaziiiiiii
:b

i really want to go to Mexico.

i find so many things completely unnecessary.

i cut the inside of my mouth
with
a
lollipop
:c

i..
wanna go on a proper date..
yeah.

great.
52.98% on my physics final..
just what i needed.
that totally just
skyrocketed
my self esteem.

you
don't
even
know
how
hard
i
studied.

i hate everything physics related.

my fantastic new music finds,

• Barefoot Truth*
• The Decemberists*
• The Format
• Inmemory
• Neutral Milk Hotel*
• The Playwrights*
• Sky Tells All
• Throwing Paper Airplanes
• The Mountain Goats*
• Orange Juice
• The Pastels

(* = ones i especially like, but they're all fantastic)

a lot of these bands are quite old, but great.

i suggest you all check them out.

i didn't force myself to study today,

well.. not too much.

:3

i'm discovering such fantastic music.

happy kylie is happy.

the decemberists are
FANTASTIC.

i miss my long hair :c

my happy playlist


Audrey Assad
Meg & Dia
Augustana
O.A.R
The Decemberists
Fun.
Alessi's Ark
Mat Kearney
Regina Spektor
Kina Grannis
A Fine Frenzy
Ingrid Michaelson

Yes. <3

the government and physics should have a suicide party together.

><

I haven't written, in a long time.. like legitimate written.

Well…tomorrow’s Saturday..I wonder what to do..

Today was a good day. It was really nice… and content.. and just has that overall good feeling to it. But it’s sort of… weird.. The day wasn’t a good ‘super fun happy happy joy joy’ day that was full of laughs and smiles. But at the same time, it was. I wasn’t the happy kind of happy that I’d usually be on days like this, but…I was okay being that way. 

I kind of like these sort of days; the days where it’s all good and you can’t explain it. The day wasn’t a ‘happy’ day, and yet it was. A day when it’s complicated, but the good kind. A day that’s indescribable, that you’re finding it hard to put it into words.

You’re not very happy, but you’re not even somehow the slightest bit sad. I like these kinds of days and..I wish I had more days like this. To me, I feel like this is what being ‘happy’ is, even when it’s not exactly the kind of happy you’d think at all. It feels like it’s hard to get this kind of feeling most of the time, so it’s no wonder that it takes a while for people to be happy; you gotta have a somewhat equivalent balance with the positive and negative(no wonder people find me a neutralist lol). This was a good day today, and I feel happy and appreciative about it.

Yes.

aaa.
my teeth hurt.
pretty badly.
:c
sadface.

dear physics,

please die.

love always,
Kylie.

i feel like i've been whining 

way 

too 

much 

on 

here 

lately.

my blog used to be so

happy!

i don't know,

it must be finals,

i'm really stressed.

i haven't even been making titles for my posts if you haven't noticed.

and i also haven't posted a picture

poem

or song

in

foreverrrrrr.

but i shall be posting pictures soon,

i got my new camera :3

that's basically the only good thing that's happened this week,

i STILL don't freaking have my license.

gdshfjkl

i'm so impatient.

i need some good music,

and some advil.

sorry i've been in such a bad mood.

:/

i still love you guys!

here's a poem i wrote, for an old friend.

Sincerity

Dear you,

The one who is blind.

Do me a favor,

And open your eyes.

OPEN YOUR EYES.

And look all around you.

Tell me, tell me,

Look all around you,

And tell me what do you see?

Is there only darkness?

And suffering?

And misery?

And sickness?

Is insanity the new sanity?

No.

SO OPEN YOUR EYES.

Look at all the faces around you,

That surround you,

Look up to you,

Look at you.

Precious, a gem,

It's not arrogance or mindless flattery,

But a fact, not debauchery.

SO OPEN YOUR EYES.

I thought I would try,

To be kind,

And gentle in the exposition,

And delivering of these words.

But your foolishness,

And stubbornness,

Is threatening more worlds,

Than you could imagine,

Than you could fathom.

SO OPEN YOUR EYES.

Sincerely from me,

From us,

To insincere you,

Who is blinded and misguided.

Open your eyes,

Where’s your compassion?

Where’s your sense of decency?

How dare you keep the thoughts in your head?

That scream, that say,

That tell you to take your own life?

You selfish little shell,

Will you open your eyes?

And take a look around you,

And see all the tragedy,

That you would cause if you’re not there in the morning,

If you’re not there in the afternoon,

If you’re not there in the evening,

Forget buying flowers and writing letters,

To be signed and put on gravestones.

Forget getting a gravestone,

And a shovel,

And a piece of dirt to bury you in.

Think of all the people.

Think of all the people.

Think of all the people you love and who loves you.

And everyone you’re leaving behind.

Can you see the tears?

Can you smell the tears?

Can you hear the tears?

Can you taste the tears?

Can you feel the tears?

Are you senseless to the tears?

And the nights that will be spent,

Washing pain from such pretty eyes,

Of the beautiful people in your life?

Can you feel the tears streaming down,

Such rosy, innocent cheeks?

Can you feel the screams and the wails and the moans?

So what if one or two don’t care?

So what if they never will?

I will.

And he will.

And she will.

And they will.

And we will.

So don’t give it up,

We love you, WE LOVE YOU.

We scream it, we shout it.

We love you, we love you.

Can’t you see what you’re giving up?

So sincerely us,

To insincere you.

Don't you dare do it,

Don't you dare try.

Don't you ever make the motions,

Don't you ever have the thoughts,

Don't you dare make us cry.

Open your eyes,

And see.

We love you.

Sincerely us,

Love, sincerely me.

when im mad,
i eat.

this can't be good.

why does today suck so much?

stupid dmv.

and now my stomach hurts.
and i have gym
next
period.

kill me now.

no, don't actually do that please.

well.
my back
and legs are sore.
don't ask why.
cause i don't have the slightest clue.

and i got a 67%
on physics test.

dsfjhyslkjfd
ihatelife.

no i don't.
i hate physics.
and soreness.

tostadas de frijoles,
gungor,
and camera.

i'll post pictures soon. c:

llama.
llama.
duck.

i'm going to sleep tonight.

i hope.

this time i had company though.
it was nice,
finally talking again.

miss you buddy.
we should talk again,
on skype,
until 4am c:

it's 4am!

again!

explination:
i must not be human.

yeah.

i was up till 4am..
doing nothing.

and i went to school,
and i was fine.

wha...?

seriously
what is up with my sleeping patterns?
its 3am..

maybe
i should change the name
of this blog to:

confessions of an insomniac.

we also sniffed,
scented pencils.

so

today at work,

it was slow.

so me and jason

talked.

behind the customer service desk,

for a half hour straight.

and we established that i wear more bracelets on a daily basis,

than the average person owns.

^.^

well..
another sleepless night.

oh well.

i
dreamt
my
own
wedding
last
night
c:

now i'm looking at
wedding dresses?
cause i am bored.
and have no life.
and they're
GORGEOUS.
but
i can't seem to find the one
i was in
in my dream.

but let me tell you something,
it was lovely.
i don't even like dresses,
but
it was so
freaking
pretty.

yeah..

and it was a lovely wedding as well..
oddly realistic,

for a dream.

and now,
hazelnut cappuccino,
and big bang theory.

yes.
c;

arthur,
tea,
gerald and hugsworth.

i can tell this will be a good night.

must.
sleep.
now.
D:

school tomorrow.

nope.

i am not sleeping yet.

even though i should be.

-.-

adventures
are my
absolute favorite.

lets go on an
adventure.

please?

whoa.
i read in a British accent.

tim hawkins
is one
really
really
really
funny person.
:D

"
do you ever just lie in your bed and think
is this me?
am i really alive?
am i really here?

or is this all a massive dream of life?

"

red
rider
bee bee
gun.

oh yeah.
^,^

it has been a
deliciously awesome
night.

happy twenty twelve
alll

i love you and stuff  :3